This was a hard post to write.

I believe in Jesus Christ, the risen Son of God, and trust Him, and Him alone, to save me and give me eternal life.

My vision is poor due to retinal conditions in both eyes that require surgery. I cannot, by myself, correct my vision. Only God can heal me, and He may use physicians and medicine in the process. I am praying for guidance in selecting the “right” doctor, and will pray for his or her skill and wisdom in treating me. I am praying God restores my vision.

I love God and know He loves me. He is sovereign and I believe whatever happens to my eyesight will be used by Him to make me more into the image of Christ, and to equip me to serve Him.

The Temptation

God’s answer to my prayer for restored vision might be “Yes, now,” “Yes, later,” or “No.” As God’s child I need to submit to Him and be grateful for His answer.But I am still praying for the “Yes, now” answer.

Here is the temptation. My sin, our sin, Eve’s sin, is to want to be like God, to be self-reliant, to be large and in charge.

Do I look to my faith? Or to God, in whom I have faith? Do I need to work myself up to confidence/faith in the outcome I want? If I focus on my faith instead of my God, I am looking to myself.

Do I look to my prayers? Or to God who answers prayers? If I look to my prayers, I might worry about whether my prayers are fervent enough, or eloquent enough, or frequent enough. Would I increase my chances of restored vision if I enlist others to pray for me? Lots of people? Should I seek out prayer chains? Is there safety in numbers? I might worry whether I am on the “right” prayer chain, or whether enough people are praying for me. Or whether the “right” people are praying for me.

My faith doesn’t save me. Jesus Christ saves me. My prayers won’t, in themselves, result in improved vision. My sovereign, loving God determines my vision.

Looking to my faith or my prayers is a reflection of deep-set sin, wanting to be like God and looking to myself for the answers.

Submission

Do I want God’s best for me? Or do I want restored vision? I want both. But what if God’s best for me is not restored vision? Or worse?

Am I willing to consistently pray for restored vision, but end my prayer as Jesus did in the Garden of Gethsemane, saying, “Yet not my will, but Yours be done.”

The cynical side of me says I might as well since I am totally out of control anyway.

But as a child of God, I want to please my loving Father, who wants the best for me. I want a humble faith.

Father, I am totally dependent on You. I intellectually know that whatever happens will bring good in my life, both now and for eternity. You know I long for restored vision. Help me want, even more, whatever You want for me. Please help me pray, and mean it, “not my will, but Yours be done.”

I really need a good talking-to.

Yep. And I’m not alone.

David, the sweet singer of Israel, reminded himself to bless the Lord and not to forget all His benefits.

“Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget none of His benefits” (Psalm 103:2)

David then enumerated some of God’s benefits, from forgiveness to steadfast love.

Another psalmist asked himself why he was in despair and reminded himself that he would again praise God.

“Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why have you become disturbed within me? Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him for the help of His presence.” (Psalm 42:5)

The 77^th Psalm begins with the psalmist’s soul refusing to be comforted. But, then, he gave himself a good talking-to: he remembered all God’s wonders, His deeds, His holiness, and His strength. He remembered His redemption. He meditated on God.

We’re blessed to remember

We are blessed if our delight is in the Lord (Psalm 1).

We are told to study the works of God (Psalm 111:2).

We are comforted to remember Him (Psalm 119:52).

We are to remember Christ’s sacrifice. (Luke 22:19)

We are to put on the whole armor of God to stand firm in these troubled times, and first, we fasten on the belt of truth. (Ephesians 6:10-15)

Focusing on the truth alters our perspective and rearranges our attitude.

My Talking-To

When I was first diagnosed with retinal eye issues, I gave myself a talking-to, reminding myself of:

1. God’s sovereignty and love (See Practical Exam).
2. My position with God because of my faith in Christ (See Christian Rights and Responsibilities?)
3. The Lord singing over me (See The Lord Sings Over Us).
4. God bringing good out of apparent bad (See What’s So Good about Bad?).

Really, the list is endless, but I forget and get my eyes off Him and onto my worries.

Clearly, I need a good talking-to.

How about you?

When life goes awry, when temptation comes, the key to victory is focus on the Lord.

Temptation

When Christ was tempted, He didn’t look at the bread, He looked at the Word of God.

“But He answered and said, “It is written, ‘Man shall not live by bread along, but on every work that proceeds out of the mouth of God.’”” (Matthew 4:4)

 Suffering

When Paul was imprisoned, he didn’t look at his chains, but at how his circumstances were for the cause of Christ.

“Now I want you to know, brethren, that my circumstances have turned out for the greater progress of the gospel, so that my imprisonment in the cause of Christ has become well known throughout the whole praetorian guard and to everyone else, and that most of the brethren, trusting in the Lord because of my imprisonment, have far more courage to speak the word of God without fear.” (Philippians 1:12–14)

 Anxiety

When you’re anxious, don’t look at your situation, but to pray.

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6–7)

 How

1.  Catch yourself looking at the wrong things, e.g. focusing on your pain, or your disappointment, or your worries.
2.  Train yourself to stop whenever you feel other than positive or neutral.
3.  Remind yourself of God’s sovereignty and love for you. You don’t understand what is going on, you are suffering, but God is in control and will bring good out of whatever is happening (or will happen).
4.  Set your mind on God’s interests, not your own. (Mark 8:33)
5.  “Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth.” (Colossians 3:2)
6.  Speak to yourself “in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody with your heart to the Lord.” (Ephesians 5:19)
7.  “Let the word of Christ richly dwell within you, with all wisdom teaching and admonishing one another with psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with thankfulness in your hearts to God.” (Colossians 3:16)
8.  Pray.

 Prepare

It is easier to keep your focus on the Lord if you saturate your mind with Him. This is not a “little dab will do ya,” this is a continual, intentional activity and frame of mind.

1.  Habitually study the Word of God.
2.  Habitually read, listen, and watch what informs you about the Lord and which draws you closer to Him.
3.  Dwell on what is true, honorable, right, pure, lovely, of good repute, excellent, or worthy of praise. (Philippians 4:8)
4.  Memorize scripture and (good) hymns. Storing scripture and hymns in your heart helps “the word of Christ richly dwell within you,” and enables you to pull out the truth at any time.
5.  Pray without ceasing, keeping your focus where it belongs, on your all-sufficient Lord.

 Practice

Don’t leave the world, or leave your secular job. Instead, do everything for the glory of God. (1 Corinthians 10:31) It is possible to grow in Christ in the midst of our daily routines. We have to be in the world, but we do not have to be like the world.

Focusing on the Lord through life’s daily challenges takes practice. Do the best you can day by day. You’ll see growth. Guaranteed.

The news is brimming with segments about our “rights.” There are human rights, labor rights, LGBT rights, reproductive rights, disability rights, patient rights, prisoner rights, privacy rights, free speech rights, fair trial rights, and bill of rights. We hear about the right to life, the right to work, and the right to die. And on and on. Often (usually?) responsibilities are minimized and entitlements enhanced.

Do Christians have rights before God?

The dictionary defines “rights” as “something due a person who has a just or legal claim. An “entitlement program” is when the government guarantees to provide benefits to a particular group. “Rights” is a person-centered concept, and includes their “right” to demand their “rights.”

On the other hand, we, the children of God, have been saved as a gift of God. We didn’t earn eternal life, and cannot demand it. Our salvation is God-centered. He chose to save us.

For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. (Ephesians 2:8–9)

We, His children, are to live in dependent humility before Him, not demanding, but confidently living assured of His love and our position with Him.

Our Position

Just from the book of Ephesians, we were:

1. Chosen that we should be holy and blameless before Him
2. Adopted, making us members of God’s household, and heirs of God
3. Redeemed and reconciled to God
4. Sealed with the Holy Spirit, the guarantee of our inheritance
5. Blessed with every spiritual blessing
6. Made alive with Christ
7. Seated with God in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus
8. Given access to the Father through Christ Jesus in the Spirit.

These are not rights we can demand, but gifts we have been given.

Our Responsibilities

Responsibilities are sometimes listed along with rights. Health plans, for example, have “Member Rights and Responsibilities.” Well, except Medicare which has “Medicare Rights and Protections.” When a person focuses on their rights and forgets their responsibilities, problems inevitably ensue.

The book of Ephesians includes three key responsibilities for the child of God who has been given everything. We are to:

1. Walk in the good works God prepared for us
2. Walk in a manner worthy of our calling
3. Grow up in everyway into Christ

Assurance

We aren’t entitled; we’re assured.

We aren’t demanding; we’re grateful.

We‘ve been given an incredible gift.

Our position before God is guaranteed, and we should consciously and consistently be assured that He is faithful and keeps all His promises.

We can boldly and confidently access our Father through Christ (Ephesians 3:12)

We have gifts to open. And that is our right and our responsibility!

One of my earliest memories is my mother holding and rocking me, singing that she loved me more than “tongue could tell.”

Cool, huh.

Of course, as a very young girl, I heard “tunkin tell,” and wondered if it had something to do with pumpkins.

Many “chick flicks” have scenes where the man sings a love song to his gal. Aaahhh.

Guys—sorry—I cannot think of an action movie where the gal sings to the guy. But you get the idea.

The thrilling news, far better than the best chick flick, better than my mom singing to me, is that the Lord sings over us, His children.

Your Lord rejoices over you with gladness … He exults over you with loud singing. (Zephaniah 3:17)

The verse actually refers to the time Israel will be redeemed. But we, His children, are redeemed now, and the rejoicing has begun. There is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents. (Luke 15:10)

The Lord tells us, over and over, how much He loves us. He shows us, over and over, how much He loves us. He rejoices over us, and exults over us with loud singing.

Lord, help us grasp, really grasp, how very much You love us.

“You have not passed this way before.”

It was new territory for me when I lost my job. When I suddenly had vision difficulties and learned I had a retinal condition requiring surgery, it was new ground. I had not passed that way before.

Sometimes something big happens to us, changing that day and all the days ahead. Something we haven’t experienced and don’t necessarily know how to handle.

After 40 years in the wilderness, the Israelites prepared to cross the Jordan, into the land promised to them by the Lord. It was new territory to them, and the Lord told them how:

“Do not come near [the ark of the covenant], that you may know the way by which you shall go, for you have not passed this way before.” (Joshua 3:4)

The Lord went ahead of them and they stayed back to see Him (the ark of the covenant) and their route.

When we face new territory, we must remember:

1. The Lord is with us, His children.
2. The Lord knows we haven’t passed this way before.
3. The Lord will go ahead, guiding us through the new territory.
4. The Promised Land is on the other side.
5. To keep our eyes on Him and move forward in faith.

Gold Medals

Beginning as children, thousands strive for Olympic gold medals in their sports. Training is more than a full time job, day in and day out for years, encompassing every aspect of their lives from eating and sleeping, to fitness and skill. Depending on the sport, they may spend hours every day in the weight room, work on balance, build stamina, perform drills (over and over and over), pile on the miles or the laps or the runs, put up with discomfort, and work around pain. Their demanding coaches push them to greater fitness, and improved results. Then, once every four years, there is one gold medal per event.

Would the gold medal winners say their coaches were unreasonably difficult?

Eternal Life

Eternal Life is not a prize to win, but is a gift of God.

“For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God, not as a result of works, so that no only may boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)

No amount of human achievement results in being right with God. (See Becoming a Child of God.)

Eternal Rewards

However, how we live the Christian life will be tested, and rewards given.  (See 1 Corinthians 3:12-15)

There are crowns to be awarded in heaven, and other rewards impossible to imagine. Are eternal rewards worth some struggle now? Are eternal rewards worth the level of effort athletes put in for a possible Olympic gold? Or more effort for a much bigger, eternal reward?

“For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison” … (2 Corinthians 4:17)

“I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith; in the future there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day; and not only to me, but also to all who have loved His appearing.” (2 Timothy 4:7–8)

“Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.” (James 1:12)

Sometimes the Lord seems rough on His kiddies.

Moses asked the Lord about that: “Why have You been so hard on Your servant? And why have I not found favor in Your sight, that You have laid the burden of all this people on me? (Numbers 11:11)

How hard do you think the Lord should work us? Are you going for the gold? Is the effort worth it?

A few weeks ago (See Practical Exam) I told you about my sudden vision trouble. After more testing, both eyes have “just” one retinal problem, rather than the three conditions originally diagnosed. I need surgery, but weather has delayed us, and I just rescheduled my appointment with a retinal surgeon.

God’s Sovereign Will

In this fallen world, I expect trouble. I know that God allowed the problems with my eyes, and controls the weather. I also know that God loves me, has a purpose for me, and will fulfill that purpose. The sovereign will of God will prevail.

Our Will

At the same time, He has given us meaningful choices and will hold us accountable for our decisions. With every choice, we do His will or go our own way.

“Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” (Matthew 6:10)

When I pray this, am I talking about myself … or the other guy?

Here is what I want to mean: “Lord, I love You and want to please You. I am determined to do everything Your way. Help, please.” (And, yes, I also am to pray about the world.)

Jesus prayed that the Father would find another way than His crucifixion. He prayed earnestly, fervently, with sweat poring off Him, that the cup might pass from Him. But He ended His prayers, “Yet not My will, but Yours be done.” (Luke 22:42)

Jesus surrendered to the Father, and obediently went to the cross.

When we have a choice between what we desire and the Lord’s will for us, we need to identify our Lord’s will and do it.

His Will and Our Will

Paul tells us to work out our [sanctification] with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work to you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure. (Philippians 2:12-13)

We also know that God, who began a good work in us, will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ. (Philippians 1:6)

So, God’s sovereign will is to complete His good work in us.

And, it is our own responsibility to work on our sanctification.

But How?

Paul prayed that the Colossians would be filled with the knowledge of His will… so that [they] would walk in a manner worthy of the Lord. (Colossians 1:9)

Pray to be filled with the knowledge of His will.

As you consistently study God’s Word, pray to learn about His will.

Strive to be conscious of the many choices you make throughout the day.

Determine, in advance, beginning before you get out of bed, that you will choose His will and not your own.

Pray without ceasing.

Not my will, but Yours be done.

(P.S. I’m talking to myself.)

My Choices

I don’t have a choice about my eye trouble (although I’m praying He will heal me), or about the weather (although I’m praying for good road conditions so I can make my doctor’s appointment). However, I do have choices how I behave through this trial and how I talk about the Lord. Am I honoring Him with my behavior and speech? Am I declaring my trust in His love and power? Lord, help, because that is what I want to do.

Does God bring good out of bad?

“God causes all things to work together for good…”

All things means ALL things, Everything apparently good. Everything apparently bad. The truly bad. The good, the bad, the horrible. ALL things.

… to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)

The familiar promise applies ONLY to those who are in a love relationship with God, ONLY to His children. The promise does not apply to those who have rejected Jesus Christ. (See Becoming a Child of God.)

But what does “good” mean?

If we lose a job, does that mean we can expect Him to replace it with a better job? If our home burns down, is there a better house right around the corner?

Well, maybe. But the verse does not promise better material things.

The next two verses explain “good.” First, He is conforming His children into the image of His beloved Son. Second, He promises our glorification. He promises He will use ALL things to improve our moral character, our inward goodness, to develop the fruit of the Spirit in us, to make us more fruitful, to eternally glorify us.

Benefits of Trials:

If you are struggling with this, I suggest you read the New Testament listing the temporal benefits of trials. (And then the eternal benefits of trials.) Here is a starter list:

We gain perseverance, proven character, and hope. Romans 5:3-4

Our endurance improves. James 1:3-4

We’re pruned in order to bear more fruit. John 15:2

Our inner man is being renewed day by day. 2 Corinthians 4:16

Our ability to comfort others is enhanced. 2 Corinthians 1:4

Paul tells us that our momentary affliction does not compare to the eternal weight of glory. Romans 8:18

And, through it all, we have the presence, love, guidance, and hope of our Savior. (See Joy in the Journey.)

Natural vision or Spiritual?

Our natural vision is deeply flawed, causing us to view our world through a material, temporal mindset. As we mature in Christ, however, we increasingly see everything through a spiritual lens. Only God can truly see.

Pray for clear vision to properly interpret your trial.

The best is yet to come.

You are a gift. Yep. I’m a gift, too. Sounds conceited, doesn’t it?

Jesus says repeatedly that the Father gave us to Jesus. We are the Father’s love gift to Jesus.

In my self-critical mode, I say: “Boy! Some gift!”

But it is gloriously true.

We are gifts

1. The Father chose us, Christians, in Christ before the foundation of the world. (Ephesians 1:4)
2. The Father gave us to the Son. (See John 6:37; John 17:2, 6, 9, 24; John 18:9)
3. The Son will present us to the Father holy and blameless. (Ephesians 1:4, Jude 24).

Right now we, Christ-followers, belong to both the Father and the Son. We are being cared for as priceless possessions.

Wait! There’s more!

The Father loves us even as He loves Jesus. (John 17:23) The Father loves the Son eternally and infinitely. He loves us, His children, eternally and infinitely.

Right now, as the Father’s gifts to Jesus, Jesus loves us as He loves the Father, eternally and infinitely.

Grab Hold of this Profound Truth

Live your life knowing you are loved by the Almighty, sovereign God of the universe. You’re not some poor relation. You are the child of the King.